Play God with me,
fuck me into believing you don't exist
Bleed me until my faith runs dry
and take my will as a consolation prize
Make me contemplate billions of years
in seconds of thought
Give me hope of "what if"
then douse me with "what is"
Hope is a state
On another continent
Under a dictator I cannot follow
LOVE ME WHOLLY
A battle cry of someone else's war
Not mine
I have another agenda
My wants
Now leave me be
if you are God take my fears away
And strike me down right now!!
........just as I thought...
