'He's cheating on me.'
& she whispers like she knows.
I look down at the accusatory glare she throws my way
&& think for a second 'maybe she does'
'He loves you'
I say praying for my voice not to crack
& all she does is shrug her shoulders and shake her head
-Maybe I should have said something then.-
'He's been acting different lately, distant, you know'
& she whispers like she knows
I give her a half smile, I can't say anything
Cause I actually do know.
'Are you sure hes not just distracted by something else?'
& I'm praying it doesn't show in my eyes
& she looks confused, why shouldn't she be
I'm her best friend shouldn't I be sticking up for her not him...
'Like what, I think he's in love with her'
& she whispers like she knows
I try to hide the excitement in my eyes by looking down
but I think it might have been to late.
'How can you be sure he's really cheating on you'
I want to come out and say it
but a part of me still wants her to be my friend
& she laughs like she knows
'I saw him'
& this time its not a whisper.
She up and yelling
How could I of possibly done this to her
How could I.
' I'm sorry'
There was nothing else to say
I had taken away the only man she ever really loved
& sorry meant nothing compared to what I had done.
'Do you love him.'
& she's whispering again cause she knows
& I look down cause I can't look her in the eyes
and say this.
'Yes'
& my voice cracks and tears roll from my eyes
I just lost the best friend I'd ever had
& she doesn't say anything, just slams the door when she leaves.
'I'm sorry.'
Author notes
First time writing in a long time....
I Miss Being Able To Tell Whats Real And Whats Not
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I don't think I could ever do that to my best friend..but then again, I'd never want to be with any of the guys she's dated.
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I could never so this to a friend...but then again, no one would ever abandon another for me.
It is ironic that you are the one who feels/felt bad, when you are the dungeon master who torments anothers heart. -
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why wouldn't i feel bad.. i just lost my best friend because i fell in love
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Sometimes love is about sacrifice, and giving up parts of you that you do not want to give up.
Andwhat's not to say that if this person cheated your best friend, that they might do the same to you ?
Then you are all alone having lost both things....
But I guess that is just my thoughts.
To each their own to live their own lives. -
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well thats just it isnt.. i feel so bad because there are the what if's.. there are the possibilities but what else are you to do.. either way you already lost them both
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I think I would have kept my best friend.
Then I would have only not gained one thing and kept another, and not lost both.
Im sure this conversation is pointless, since you probably don't care to see my point, and the situation has already happened.
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Wow. That must be painful to have to choose your best friend or the guy you love. I love how you can capture the ensence of her pain and yours. Good job
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Thank you.
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