Your Dream, My Reality

blooming flowers everywhere,Dead and wilted with despair.
Smiling faces all around,Frowns of sarrow can't compare.
The flowers sent,roaming the air, The reek of death and decay.
Passion and romance filling the room, lonliness and heartache here to stay.
soft whipsers of caress, whispered in your ears.
Pericing screams inside my head, Ive now heard for years.
a smile and a wave, is all that turns you round.
when screams and obseen guesters, is all thats going down.
eyes completely dry, so no one sees me cry.
cause all i feel inside, would make you want to die.
throwing smiles down my way,expecting me to grin.
while your raving over in laughter, I consume myself in sin.
Your laughing with your friends, drinking all the tea.
while Im tearing apart my insides, clear for you to see.
Im bleeding without cease, Your watching your favorite show.
Im reaching out for you, and you keep letting me go.
You watch in amazment, as your perfect world seems to glow.
While Im tucked in the corner crying. hiding in the shadows.
You say your world is Flawless, theres nothing to compare.
I think the world is damaged. Broken beyond repair.
so next time you wanna challange, Your reality Vs. Mine?
Open up your heart. It'll scare and bleed in No time..