and what else has
yet to be seen
a false-lit laugh
a well-hid scream
a spray of candy-white
asprin lay
among the fears
the anger plays
and what else was i supposed to do?
i love you so much
i'm killing you
fire-like silver falls from my eyes
in a song, the diamonds fly
and fingers of pain crawl up my body
i'm wasting away
can you hear me, anybody?
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i attempted suicide on friday
under a bridge, alone
and no one knows
i couldn't do it, i puked up the pills
but i still want to die
i don't understand what's next...
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