Rescue The Worthless

I'm sick of this life
Too many damn tears
I want to pick up the knife
And make everything disappear
I can't go on any more
Cause no matter what I do
I'll always be "the fat whore"
Even though half of what you've heard isn't true
I've lost my way
And no matter what they say
I cannot seem to find any direction
Or any real affection
They keep lying
While I keep crying
He keeps dreaming
While I keep screaming
I've sunk so damn low
I'm about to throw
It all down the drain
Swallow a bottle of pills
Just to numb the pain
In the end
Nothing stays the same
You won't be my friend
And I'm left in my misery and my shame
I do things I know I'll regret
Just for the hell of it
And I'll throw a fit and make a threat
Just to see how they'll react
And didn't we make a pact?
Forever together?
Till God decides it's our time to go?
Well why'd you have to go and throw
Me away like I'm trash?
I can't even rememeber the last time I felt alive
So tie me down while yell and thrash
Medicate me some more
Cause I'm just a worthless whore
Who makes desicions too rash
And maybe you weren't the first
But you were the worst
So say goodbye to the Kate you knew
I'm fucking through
I'm just living to survive
I'm just trying to get by
You want to save me?
You can try
But tread carefully
It's too easy to make me cry
God I need a hero
Cause I'm such a fucking zero
And I can't stand on my own
I'm alone, so alone
So won't you please
Stop being a tease
And just rescue me
Before my bloody knees
Finally give out
Before my voice is too hoarse to shout
Cause I'm coming close to giving in
I want to tell you everything
But oh God, where would I begin?