forever searching...

Looking into blue skies,
pondering the meaning of my existence.
I feel like I am being punished for something and have no idea why!
Anger has flooded my veins like rivers rage
on a downward revenge upon human nature.

Sitting here listening to a song
that makes me want to cry...
How can you mend this brokenness?
A question that lurks behind the minds ability to focus upon knowledge
of the truth in reality.

How can you mend a broken heart?

How many ways can the heart be broken?

I am lost to the once true self that God reveled,
and missing every aspect of her...

She was once so close to the Lord
that she could smell his very presence
and felt his whispers upon her life...
thoughts of this makes me sigh with sadness
that it’s so unbearable...
glass shattering would be nothing
compared to the lost love she desired all her life...

A desire so overpowering
that not one person upon this Earth
could fill the emptiness she longed to fill.

Broken bridges,
shattered bonds,
clustered concrete
crumbles to dust.

Fevers fears,
natured waves,
flooded dry breezes
drowning forevers soul

Assassins pleasure
bleeds rivers raging,
tsunami waves
destroy foundations first...


Frosted contortion,
fragments shielded
masquerades

simple...

~cold frown~
~brittle safety~
~disguised~

Another torment
lurking beneath a smile,
continuously
 
waiting...

As twilights beam
settles in weakness,

fading...

lost to self

forever searching...