Almost Apathetic

My life
This strife
What I live for not so certain now
I can tell
At least I thought so-
What I hoped to gain
Seems so bleak somehow
To find the feeling
That perfect emotion
The one that’s true
It’s all I believe
So whether it’s real
Or some sick illusion
Pursuit of this truth
Is all there can be
The changes of Magick are notably visible
And so I am also visibly pleased
The path isn’t easy
But I walk it
Live it
The Changes start small
But they run so deep
I dare-
To live another day
A choice I choose
Led by unexplainable things
As days-
Pass by
So I grow and learn
Moving with the changing skies
The shifting nature life brings
Just as magick goes out
It must also return
Bringing me things that I never have dreamed
As the world
flies by
It serves its purpose
But we were meant for greater things