Clear as Air Now

I'm wasting here
Watching misty clouds roll by
I look around; I know I've been here before
All of this is faintly familiar
I think I've been here before
But my memory fails
And the visions faded
Lost to the world, I wander alone
Lost to myself, I cease to be
They held me close and gave me substance
He wiped my heart clean
She mended the wounds
H lent me words of substance
He breathed life into my soul
The mystic four
Rescued me from myself
They molded me into someone
The world respected
I morphed into someone I respected
With them, I became
A whole human again.
One by one,
Each of them walked away
I their own manner.
Slowly,
Everything we spent
One summer constructing
Ceased to be
Ever so slowly
It crumbled
Bit by bit
It all decomposed
Left to my own
Self destructive behaviors
I began to fade
I opened up
And swallowed myself whole
I've faded so much
That I am sure
No one can see me anymore
A translucent shell is all that remains
Of a mighty warrior
Who could conquer anything
As the rain cascades around
I melt away
Soft tinted water
Trickles down the stairs
Carrying away
The broken
Hopes and dreams
Of a yesterday
That ceased to be
A year ago