My piece of heaven rests in hell

I was a lonely girl when you found me
crowds were gathering beside me
but you could see, deep in my soul, that I was alone

You were the popular one
voices were feeling up your mind
and I could see that none of them was friendly

You made me smile oh so bright
you gave a glimpse of happiness in my eyes
and I was so very much in love with you

I tried to fix you but I failed
I tried to help you but I was not there
you were in love but damn me, I could'nt see it

You searched for peace I gave you war
I fought with the only man I adore
and now that man is walking away

Couldn't I be less dumb from the start
couldn't I make you happy a bit more
why did I cause you all that pain, I can never explain

there's no apology, no mercy
there's no i'm sorry, I am crazy
now I can see how my words have shattered what's left of you

and with you falls all that I love
everything I have "worked" for
my piece of heaven is resting in hell, tonight

I make me cry oh so loud, for all the times I wasn't around
for all the tears you've shed for me and all the years you waited
and I don't know even where you are, I haven't heard your calming hi
I wish I could know that at least you're happy

Yes it will hurt, hurt to the death
my heart will break and mind slip away
I might not make it one more day
but it is nice to know that you'r not crying anymore
cause trust me on this, I love you with my all