as the cold mysterious blade stabs my skin,
i think of how much you hurt me,
how much i miss you,
but then i remember how you lied to me,
by telling me you loved me and nothing could come between us.
i sit in the corner,
wishing i were dead,
pulling the blade to my scared arms,
making a cut,
deep,
watching the ribbon of blood pour down my wrist.
wishing i could just disappear,
sink into nothing,
to be forgotten,
to be lost,
left in nothing but the darkness.
for if i could have just one wish,
i would wish for my life to be ended,
forever,
and forgotten,
not have to deal with the world,
all of the murders,
rapes,
crimes,
no one obeys society any more ,
i just want to die,
and forget you.
forget all the pain i felt,
all the tears i cried,
how much my heart aches for you,
how much i want you,
how much i hate you.
yes, i do hate you,
but i also love you,
can't you see how messed up i am?
i hate you,
everything about you,
but mostly the part of you that makes me love you.
i just want one wish,
to die,
is that so much to ask?
just one little tiny wish...
Author notes
-- i hate you, yet i love you, yea i know i don't make sense...---
can't you see how hurt i am?
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AWSOMEE! i loved it :]
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this poem is fantasicly,dark and wonderful at the same time i hope this makes sense
Nice write hun you are a true writer i absoltuly fuckin love it bravo my friend keep it up chick.
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Wow thats really good.
i know how you feel,,love sucks.
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I love it
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ow and aww
Just hang in there sweety, Ill hang in there with you too, coz I feel like this alot myself, although I really dont want to disappear, I want to be very happy as we all do. I think when we are alone it's a time of self discovery, to find out new things about ourselves, even though I often bore myself. I guess maybe that means Im boring to others. There are other fish in the sea for you, its just a matter of finding the right fishing spot. Keep busy it helps take your mind off heartache, but not totally.
Hate and love come with every relationship, you're normal.
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that was an awesomeness poem
its kinda sad though
and i know i may sound awkward or something but it does make sense to hate someone yet love them even if u don't wants too......
but it was a great poem
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lol thx
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i love it. it is ecsaxly what i feel inside right now i love all your poems you got talent keep writen :
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