To Keeley

These are all the things I never told you,
and you can't hold it against me
that I'm telling you now.
We don't really talk anymore.
I'd understand if we never talk again.

I really used to love you.
I mean, I used to
(don't cry, it hurts me
when I see you cry, just smile, please,
I'll do anything to see you smile,
you're beautiful and amazing
and angels aren't supposed to cry,
I'll wait forever) love you.

If it weren't for a broken heart
and a lot of self discipline
I'd still
(If I don't walk away right
now I'll try to kiss her
and mess up everything) love you.

I knew that the best I could do
was to be friends with you.
How masochistic am I?

You're the perfect dream
that I can't remember
after I wake up in the morning.

I regret that we've drifted apart so...

I disguised the truth in friendship,
hid it so well it disappeared,
and when the realization came
that I wasn't good enough,
I silently slipped away.

You amaze me.

You're the only part of my life
that I would like to try again.