Walls around me are screaming: ''Do it!''
but I must resist
there are so many things I would miss
still it won't stop seducing me
to end forever this state of agony
There is so much I'm curious about
would I afterwards find salvation?
I'm often scared, I'm full of doubt
more and more often it seems like the only solution
No studying, no work can cheer me up
everything I start just brings me down
I feel that I'm losing my mind, so fucked up
it hurts, every breathe, every frown
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love your way!
OH my goodness – this is too sad. I am sorry you feel this way- and I can see why too many suffer from depression- these are tough times but hang on- life is beautiful and it is so true- it is always darkest before the dawn. Everytime I felt this way in life within a short period of time after the dark- did come a beautiful dawn- hope you know- you do have a talent for communicating emotions go for a walk and write what you see- look forward to reading all the beautiful things you saw on your walk tomorrow- to live for!.
Love your way.
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