lingering love

sometimes i wonder
why all the good gets stripped away...
everything's always changing,
nothing  ever stays the same;
but still i keep on living
like nothing was ever wrong;
giving every effort
to make myself seem strong...

because i love him so much...
yeah, i love him too much.
and it hurts to miss him,
see every time i wanna kiss him:
i can't breath and i can't think,
i can't eat and i can't drink...
my soul is starving;
my heart is full
of all the memories
i just can't let go

theres so much pain deep in my heart;
so much loss still i can't depart
from all the good there ever was...
i'll sit and deal with it just because-
still it won't erase
what i feel inside,
pretending does no good;
i hope we never say goodbye

because i love you so much...
maybe i love you too much.
but it hurts to miss you
and every time i wanna kiss you:
i can't breath and i can't think,
i can't eat and i can't drink...
my soul is starving;
my heart is full
of all our memories
i just can't let go