Unsolved.

As the rain begins to fall,
numbing every pain,
How can I change it all?
These emotions, are out of control,
Everything I'm feeling opposes the previous,
It's as if my heart is just one black hole.

Knowing I'm worthless, in every way,
When I look in the mirror,
I stare, I cry I want it to go away!
I'm tired of looking how I feel,
This confusion is too much to bare,
Why can't my troubles be healed?

Is it ridiculous to have so much;
yet feel so empty?
You can heal it, with just your touch.
As I flick between fantasy and real life,
The longing for you proceeds,
I could solve it with just one edge of a knife.

So take me in your arms,
and tell me I'll be fine,
I need you, your witts, your charms.
Your lips make me tremble, and my troubles just dissolved,
But that is in my fantasy, a long lost broken dream,
As I snap back to reality, this confusion is still unsolved.