Post Secrets--x

- I cry in the bathtube where nobody will ever see me and the bubbles and heat can keep me company.

- I don't want to be a celebrity but sometimes I imagine crowds shouting my name and saying how wonderful I am.

- Everytime I think of him, I become a little more sadistic.

- Sometimes I wonder whether I just care for men and am only attracted to woman, even though I'm one myself.

- I wish I didn't lose my virginity to him. I will never forgive myself for being stupid enough to love him - never.

- I used to think the some tuttrumping said 'kissing the night away' instead of 'pissing the night away'.

- I'm through trying to forgive my sister for wanting me dead as I know that even though she says she doesn't anymore, she still does.

- I'll not tell my Dad but I have and sometimes still do, smoke Weed. He's a drugs rehabilitation officer and would be terribly disappointed with me.

- I've been sexually assaulted by at least 3 men and 1 woman.

- I work with impulse; it's all I truly know.

- I wish someone would just lock him up or break his legs already so I don't have to do it.

- I can't promise I wouldn't take harder drugs, because I don't know that I wouldn't.

- I get drunk quite often, especially a few months ago, to get the pain to go away. I make myself sick and I sometimes don't eat either, or overeat.

- I once put my age down as 16 on a form when I was 18, just to feel a little more innocent. It failed.