Take me seriously

I won't bother thinking about it anymore
Trying to gather something for myself will always prove
fruitless
Take it all
Take everything
I don't want nothing
I obviously don't derserve it
I have all these dreams
Possibilities, ambition
I even have the drive
But what I must be lacking is the talent
Because I now understand
That not one of you will ever take me seriously
I must be one big joke
The girl who got pregnant
The one who spiralled into a pyschosis
And barely came out of it even slightly sane
I will remember what you said to me
When I plucked up the courage to actually do something
About my dreams
I'll remember how you talked down my life's dream
So don't ask me to thank you
For your "truthful" words
Because I promise you
From this day forth
I will not let you bully me
Into thinking I can't do the one thing I'm good at
And that's expressing my feelings
It's not my fault that emotions frighten you
I will one day prosper
And I want you there to witness it