crying out for love when god has betray me

[forever] feels just to short to make [promises] some of which you just cant keep.
you [say] you love me. but you dont know me well enough to understand me.
you [plan] for the future, yet you dont know what will happen. we [go on] pretending everything is fine. yet a heart as shallow as mine beating slowing to the everyday pace they all call [life]. memories from a past love [haunts] my every moment [holding] me down afraid to love someone else. [hate] consumes me, bleeds out my soul for i want to love again. but [love] is just to sweet for my taste. [then it was you] the guy who trys to prove me wrong. [not all guys] are jerks. [not all guys] try to break what is left of my heart. but i feel [lost] in this life that crys out for love. i thought i [needed] compassion. when really all i needed was to be showed [love] and [understandment] from someone who has been through the same things as i have been through. but [god] betray me, somewhere along the way. for i didnt know i was being led down an endless road. he made me fall hard, knowing i would only [break] [god] betray me, for he gave me love. [but] it wasnt true. if it was [you] would still be here with me.