If a heart is broken why does the body remain alive??
I can't imagine the pain of a knife being anywhere close to the pain I feel now. That is such is a desirable thought right now, that is if what they say is true. Not that it will really matter much to you.
Oh for as much as you told me of the pain those abhorrent poeple caused you how can you stand to cause me the same pain?
How would... can I do it?? A knife would send a strong message that could portray the pain but messy just the same. I would not want to leave that for eveyone here. Bags would work... slowly fall away into nothing in sleep. Medicine but as I was told that method does not alway end in the way we intended. I wish to go just leave and cease to be entirely.
My heart always belonged to you. As much as I love you, if what they say is true. Not that it will really matter much to you.
Oh for as much as you told me of the pain those abhorrent poeple caused you how can you stand to cause me the same pain?
How would... can I do it?? I knife would send a strong message that could portray the pain but messy just the same. I would not want to leave that for eveyone here. Bags would work... slowly fall away into nothing in sleep. Medicine but as I was told that method does not alway end in the way we intended. I wish to go just leave and cease to be entirely.
My heart always belonged to you. As much as I love you you will never want to feel or feel the same. I am just too young or stupid or crazy or fat and ugly.
Oh I wish you knew how much this hurts right now! I doubt anything in hell can surpass it. I don't want to be here anymore and now I have lost you entirly and have lost soo much reason to go on. I want to say I am sorry for interupting your life and I hope I did not disrupt it too much.
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