X-Underrated

I cannot trace your X-rays,
that see right through my skin
You reach right through my mind
and read the chapters deep within

I wish I had your confidence
The pureness in your eyes
The reason that you smile
Cuz it tears me up inside

You act like you care
With the sunshine in your stride
You walk all over my dreams
And destroy my sense of pride

I wanna be the snowflake
That settles in your arms
I'll be your perfect christmas
All the trimmings and the charms

There's far to many dreams
Where hearts and questions meet
The shooting stars are falling
Like my dreams fell at my feet

This isn't about prom
Or the day I broke your heart
Its about the fact I'm falling
And I'm falling hard and fast

You can't forge a miracle
No key will fit the lock
Love is life's best comfort
In the strangest little box

I wish you knew my feelings
But you look the other way
My frozen heart is broken
And in my heart you'll stay

I fight back the emotion
And present this comedic front
To hide the fact I'm damaged
Cuz you treat me like a cunt