Hold years that my mind
Cannot carry the weight of
Air above me
Thick with the same thing
Stimulating my every thought
White washed walls
Bled on
Real nice
Post break down
Past doesn’t affect me
I know I got shots
I know they hurt
Forgot the pain
Zero effect
Remember everything
I forgot to forget
Devil in the details
Tiny things
Learning how to
Run with the devil
Sight your perception
Light makes everything
Burn; Color; Light
Your name
Baby hairs
Fingernails
Fight to make me anything
Memories make
Forgot your name
No,
you changed it
Author notes
the begining is about the one theroy i dont remember who came up with
but its about how thoughts and memories never leave the physical place where they happened, this is manifested in ways such as seeing something out of the coner of your eye and then turning and it not being there, you are overlaping with someones memory
and about how people except me to be this scared fucked up thing because painful stuff happened, but really i dont even remember the pain, so yeah thats the part about shots and my irrational faer of them
the stuff about details
i dunno i feel like everything is just a details
the smallest things mean the most
i dunno it fastenating to me
ehhh and light
that just one sort of detail
that is very interesting
the transion to the ending and then the ending
is about people changing
and me not liking it
listen to anthems of a seventeen year old girl
its how i feel
left me with ashes
Comments
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even with the explanation,
its very scattered.
i suppose if i knew ur life right, now.
then id get it;;
but whatever. its cute?
sure, lets go with that
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I don't understand but I think that was good
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i wrote a long explaination in the notes
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