Haunted Mind

I want to be with you,
But I always fuck up.
I can't do anything right,
And I don't know how to fix it.
So now I just watch the sky,
Thinking what my next move should be.
I won't follow my heart,
And I won't follow my mind.
I'll just go with the flow,
And see what comes my way.
The wind's not right,
I feel we are farther apart.
I want to be close to you,
Even if its just down in your heart.
I care to much and didn't want to let you go.
But in the long run you were gone.
And so I sit and go threw a state of mind,
Where I ponder in a place when there is nothing to find.
I hear your voice,
And hear that you were hurt.
So many of your words,
Just rome my mind.
And I came accross a strange conclusion.
I no longer can use a razor.
You told me not to so many times,
And now your hurt words haunt my mind.
I care to much,
And in fear of hurting you again...