To my dear Family and Loving Friends,
I am so sorry for all the pain and torture i put you through each and every day.Life for me has become to unbearable. Day in and Day out, i am ridiculed for just being who i am. All i wanted is just to be accepted and loved for my own uniqueness and individuality... apparently in this world that is too much to ask for.
Mom and Dad, I'm sorry that i can't be the daughter that you always wanted.I'm a huge disappointment to you and i don't deserve you. You deserve a daughter who isn't a freak and who i guess to the rest of society is considered "Normal". Do not cry for me, for i know that i am doing the right thing in lifting this heavy burden off of your shoulders.
My friends, despite all the nights that i had you stay up and help me through my trying times, it was all for nothing. I am so very grateful to have found people like you in this world; however, it is now time for me to leave you. Do not mourn my loss, for you will one day find other people who are more worthy to be your friend. Hopefully these new friends will not bore you with constant stories of pain and suffering.. and endless blood.
You may not have noticed but i'm already dead: all that is left of the girl i was are just empty shattered remains, left to rot in this cold dark world without a soul.
Well, it is time. I love you all and will hopefully one day see you again.
Farewell,
Chelsea
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Chelsea Armstrong (X.XLylithX.X)
A contest entry
- Suicide Letter by Jazzlyn.
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Comments
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oh god, this was so unsetting, nearly made me cry, ok, it did make me cry. very well done on a sad subject, just hope you have something to live for and that you are happy. good luck in the contest x


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very good this pretty much sumed up everything i'm feeling right now so great job... it made me cry



