Tears stream my face as I smell you on my sheets tonight
Even the knowledge that we were together just the night before does not ebb the pain from missing you.
I never wanted my heart to be this open for anyone, but I fell, hopelessly fell for you.
As the salt tears drip onto the page I realize these words might never reach you.
This just confirms everything you warned and sworn me against feeling for you.
How can one control whom their heart loves?? Even this justification is not enough, silent I should be about it all. I could lose you entirely and that would make me feel I lost all reason for life.
Captured is my heart because of you, I loved and have lost.
Fahrenheit burns in my mind because of you. When it mixes with you it rains irresistible to me. God I almost hate it because of that.
To smell it on anyone else seems wrong and cruel. What possesses them to wear such a strong smell when they are weak in the worldly knowledge unlike you.
I wish you could realise how much I would, gladly and without thought, go through to have one more night with you. Just to see your soft but world known face, or your body close to mine once more as before.
It laughable but even smells that deguest most people just remind me of you such as the menthol ciggs or the beer or hell even just you. I learned to adore them beacuse I asscociate them with you.
All fault is my own but I did the one thing I was to not, I fell in love.
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