Saving Myself

Hello, Haven’t we met before?
I vaguely remember you from somewhere
A old classmate, maybe a friend?
Oh wait I know now
Let’s quit this game of pretend
You’re the one who had my heart
And quite violently tore it apart
Ah yes, I can see it in your eyes
Your eyes till the truth no matter how much your mouth lies
You thought I have forgotten
Oh no boy, I think of it pretty often
How can I forget something that deeply scarred
And left open wounds upon my soul
Yes you, how I loath
Love, you’re the one I love to hate
The mistake whom I knew not date
Anger, anger, flows out like a river
So much it makes me quiver
Not towards you but to myself
I should of known better then to be used
And that I could never have been loved by you.
Now it doesn’t matter, what pass has past
Though I can continue to see behind your mask
It riddles you with pain too see me walk away
But love, I won’t be your slave
I’m saving myself today.