Stronger Than You.

I'm sick of this shit. I won't do it anymore.
No longer will I hide behind my closed door.
I won't let you live your life.
While I sit in my room and cry.
I can't trust myself anymore.
I just want to die.
I won't do it any longer....
because it's time for me to be stronger....

Than your words
And your lies,
The things that nightly make me cry,<
or else I'll have nothing left to do.
Now it's time for me to be stronger than you.
Maybe I'll swallow a bunch of goddamn pills.
Or I'll throw myself out this fucking windowsill.
I don't think you know just what you've done to me.
I really doubt you care, because it's so plain to see
You broke my heart now I'm breaking myself
Cause I'm so sick of living here in this fucking hell.
With one word I'll end it all. I swear to you babe it's all your call.
I'll watch the blood trickle from my wrists,
making it's way to my fingertips.
I'll watch it slowly cover up arm.
Maybe this will be my lucky charm.
This is the kind of pain I wish I never knew.

But it's just so hard trying to be stronger than you.
So I'll jump.
Or I'll drown.
I'll get a car to run me down.
There isn't much left of me to see.
You broke my heart,
I'll slit my wrists,
sounds good enough to me.
I don't know what else it is that I'm supposed to do....
But it's time for me to be stronger than you.