Dont know

Today I set aside,
All those days I sat and cried
When happiness was long gone,
And the sadness had begun
I always put on a smile, never showed what’s real
Never showed them what I really feel
Have hope they say, but it’s a false sensation
They think they know, but they wish they knew
At the centre of the world,
That’s where I am
Death, life, just a pattern
It scared me,
But now I grew,
Nothing matters anymore,
All the long days and nights that we’ve been through
And now,
Happiness has a meaning I don’t quit know the meaning to
Get back on track; stop drifting I tell my mind
But it won’t stop looking back, at all the things I left behind
I miss it way too much to ever let go,
Or forget those memories that taught me what I know
Phrases, lines, and words thrown at me
Trying to hold up, and just let my life be
I don’t know where my mind is now,
I lost it along the lines some how
And as you read this please just know
I tried
So hard I tried,
And when the time comes and I have to leave
Don’t act like it’s hard to believe
Forget the days I made you sad,
Or upset you with my words and you grew mad
Remember how my smile made you smile
Even when the distance between us was a million mile
Try to see all that I ever wanted us to be
Remember all the dreams that I drew for you and me
We started as little kids and now we grew
Filled the shoes made for me and you
And now we need can walk but not yet run
Our long journey has just begun
One step at a time lets go and see
What the ending of our story will be