No More Nightmares

The frequency
Of these deadly dreams
Is increasing
Deep, dark chasms open
In my mind and heart
And now this love that used to
Make me breathless
Cause that tiny fluttering
In my chest
Instead ties my stomach in knots
And pushes me to cardiac arrest
I wonder
Can you see me clearly?
(I'M DYING)
Every night I look to the sky
With a prayer in my heart,
Tears in my eyes
And I cry
(No more nightmares)
No more
No more hopeless visions of him,
Phantoms of his touch,
Sweet embrace
Banish
The ghosts,
Wraiths living in my heart
Painting beautiful memories
Green with envy
Gray with pointlessness
(Black with death)
The demons
Residing in my mind
Are calling me toward
Insanity
I can't fight them off
On my own
But
Your heart has found
Somewhere new
To call home
So I'm alone
In the cold
Praying to Him
(Savior)
To redeem my soul
Lost in empty hallways
(Empty, broken hearts)
With no hand to hold
No arms
No warmth to ease the
Lonely nights
And even with
An Angel
By my side
I know
That I am not all right.