i've been hurt so many times,
abused,
used,
as the blades cut my wrist i feel nothing,
no pain,
no happiness,
just love and depression.
my love is for the ones who hurt me the most,
i am emotionless,
i feel nothing important,
i can never be happy,
i am living in my own personal hell.
no one understands how i feel,
i'm alone in the world,
dead, trapped in my own body,
screaming for help but no one cares enough to listen,
they only believe my fake smile and laughter.
take my heart,
take my soul,
take everything,
leave nothing,
leave me to die in my sorrows.
i want to put a gun up to my head,
whisper "good-bye cruel world" and pull the trigger,
but i cannot i would be stopped by my friends.
so as i sit in the corner with a broken heart,
remember,
your the one who caused all of this.
my world is a black abyss,
crumbling at my feel,
pulling me under,
drowning me and pulling me farther away from the surface.
don't worry i can't cry either,
i've cried too much in my life time,
used all of my tears,
but for what?
you?
my depressing hell of a life?
what!
as the cold silver blades meet my wrists,
and the ribbon of blood flows down my wrists,
remember that your the reason this is happening in the first place.
Author notes
---- if your reading this you probably think i've completely gone insane and need some SERIOUS help.... your probably right about that, but please don't judge me too badly, my life is miserable enough.----
have you ever felt this way?
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ur not insane...
it's kind of choppy, a little uneven. but i really like the third stanza, i relate with it. i also like all the questions, it really shows the writers unnerve. if you didn't mean for that to be read through it, then you might want to make some statements, and take out a few questions. good luck, and keep writing
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umm? uhh....
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yeah sorry
never m,ind what i said, most people don't get me, so don't feel bad. i really do like ur poems -
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umm thx i guess....
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IM SORRY! TEARS 4 U!
THIS IS SAD AND I CAN MAKE A COUPLE CONNECTIONS MYSELF! AND YOUR NOT INSANE EVERYBODY HAS MOMMENTS WHERE THEY WANT TO DIE THIS WAS VERY EMOTIONAL! MORE TEARS 4 U!
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haha thx
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amasing
this is soo amasingg!
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thx!
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this was so great you are a great poet and your not crazy...i feel the same way, just no one understands
i dont see how people can judge us when they have so many flaws of there own
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exactly
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aww that was really nice blues
u is a great writer!!!!!!!!!!!
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thx candy
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This is was absolutely amazing, It said so much, If somebody judged you they're getting judged somehow also, thats how it is, its a big endless chain that never lets go, you don't need help you haven't gone insane your an inspiring writer and don't let ANYONE tell you difrent
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thank you
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this is really amazing.
i love the emotions that are given =]
If anybody jugdes you by this poem, their jealous that they cant put raw emotion into words
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lol thx
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ok! who the hell is this bitch who fucking hurt you?! cuz im gonna fuck him up!!!
Very lovely poem!! no!! i dont think you need help! your VERY NORMAL to me!!
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aww thx tabby luv!
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lol ur welcome blue luv!!
Lol bunny...
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umm? bunny? wtf? lol & what's up with jason? like 2 days ago he'd never ask 4 me too sit next to him and like hold me and stuff? and and now he did last night... like wtf! lol
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Tabby doesnt wanna talk about jason!! lol
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lol y?!
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well im not gunna tell you were everybody can read it!! lmao
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lmao then e-mail it to me!
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i love that poem it is so ture abot everything
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i try to keep it to the truth and and thx!
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that i so true and just want to say i think i understand
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well thx
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