It started off with little things,
Small things that didn't matter,
Shouldn't have mattered.
But gradually they got worse,
They did start to matter,
They started to get to me.
Things that made you who you were,
Begun to annoy me.
I hadn't realised that they did,
Until things starting getting to me,
And instead of offering a helping hand,
You asked for one.
That's what made me realise.
I was down on my arse,
Lost in my own thoughts,
Upset with myself,
And you made it about you.
Yes, I care for you,
But how much do you care for me?
When did this suddenly become about you?
I have alot going on,
As I'm sure you do too,
But there for you,
I listen to you bitch and moan,
Yet when I do,
You're always,
One step better,
Aren't you?
Do you realise how annoying it is?
Trying to talk to someone,
Who knows how you feel,
Done things you've done,
Been worse off?
Finish my sentences why don't you?
You've obviously already lived my life.
What will it take for you to understand,
I don't give a shit,
Not anymore.
I used to listen to you,
Let you talk about anything,
But it bores me now,
You're so wrapped up in your world,
That mine doesn't matter.....
Small things that didn't matter,
Shouldn't have mattered.
But gradually they got worse,
They did start to matter,
They started to get to me.
Things that made you who you were,
Begun to annoy me.
I hadn't realised that they did,
Until things starting getting to me,
And instead of offering a helping hand,
You asked for one.
That's what made me realise.
I was down on my arse,
Lost in my own thoughts,
Upset with myself,
And you made it about you.
Yes, I care for you,
But how much do you care for me?
When did this suddenly become about you?
I have alot going on,
As I'm sure you do too,
But there for you,
I listen to you bitch and moan,
Yet when I do,
You're always,
One step better,
Aren't you?
Do you realise how annoying it is?
Trying to talk to someone,
Who knows how you feel,
Done things you've done,
Been worse off?
Finish my sentences why don't you?
You've obviously already lived my life.
What will it take for you to understand,
I don't give a shit,
Not anymore.
I used to listen to you,
Let you talk about anything,
But it bores me now,
You're so wrapped up in your world,
That mine doesn't matter.....
Author notes
I feel like my boyfriend has been a bit selfish lately...
I've been through a hard time with family and uni stuff, and everytime I get upset, he always makes it seem like hes in a worse position or he knows exactly how I feel...
Or, even worse... changes the topic to something I couldn't care LESS about!!!!!
I don't know how to tell him...
Comments
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Ooooooo hun

I was shocked to see you'd put something up on AP and when I read this just made me real sad.
I think we all have a horrible habbit of doing that sometimes....just try and it put it in a nice way to him; if he cares about you he'll listen.
I love the stanzas:
"Do you realise how annoying it is?
Trying to talk to someone,
Who knows how you feel,
Done things you've done,
Been worse off?"
"I used to listen to you,
Let you talk about anything,
But it bores me now,
You're so wrapped up in your world,
That mine doesn't matter....."
Keep smiling
You know where I am if you wanna moan about him 
XXXX


