i thought that goodbye was for other people

i never thought that i would have seen the day
only three days ago
you said goodbye to me
i about lost it
i really thought that this time was going to be different
everyday is a challenge now
every where i go i think of you
every where that i am there is at least one  memory of us there

i am thinking in my head that this is only a break

he holds my heart in his hand 

i love him more then anything 

no one will ever take his place 

hes my angel

he is the biggest part of my life and my soul

i really thought that goodbye was for other people

hes the only person that has did me good

and he is the only person that i love

it was the only really think in my 

he wasnt fake like every one else would have been

he held me and he protected me from everthing that would ever harm me

i watch as he wakes up 

i watch him he goes to bed 

hes my gardian angel 

he that best part of my life

hes my best friend my ex hes my only family that i have

i cant help it

i put my happy face on and deal withit