[.x.]RIP My dear friend.[.x.]

Goodbye is not an answer.
It is not something I was ready for.

I actually lost my breathe for a moment.
I had to stop and catch it.

Shit, I can barely write this.
I keep crying into my arms.

Just remember the good times.
Everyone always seems to say.

Oh hahah babysitting you.
You don't know how much I remember.

You grew up though, so I stopped.
Although you went away with family.

Oh God. I was in your house in November.
I was just there..sleeping in the next room.

Dammit, I just stopped to gasp a cry.
I just write with my eyes closed, crying.

I cry like it's complete pain, it hurts.
I need to stop and realize.

Ryan, you were one of the sweetest kids.
You always laughed when you'd scare me.

Dear Angel, I know you're in heaven.
God bless you, and watch you.

I'll never forget you, EVER. You're great.
Just don't ever forget me, okay?