Oh great,
I've fallen back to where I was before,
Tears race down my face,
Trying to fall before my sleeve gathers them up,
The fresh mark on my arm,
Is callin my name,
Wanting another to keep it company,
I write this to keep my hands busy,
Instead of reaching once again to cause pain,
But the thought is sounding more and more appealing by the minute,
My hands are shaking,
As I realize,
I just fell back into temptation,
Without even thinking,
I had grabbed a mechanical pencil that didn't have any lead in it,
And pressed it against my skin as I ran it across my arm over and over again,
How could I have done this again?
Why don't I have enough sense to stop?
My skin is now raw and red,
But no blood has came out,
Craving blood, but scared others will see,
I put the pencil back,
Until my next moment alone
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great but it make me worry and want to give u hugs............
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Wow! It requires a whole lot more than jusst will power to get through this kind of thing!! You really need to talk to someone! i am always here if you need to talk and honestly i think you need to see someone in a professional capacity to curb this before it gets out of hand!
Be strong girl!!
L.A
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Wow, Have you been feeling alright lately? Once again I'd like to convey the message that I'm always here whenever you need someone to talk to. I'm right down the road.
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