Exposed

A feeling of exposure
My heart feels like it has been left open,
like a book. open for everyone to see.
you have done this. I can not stop my heart bitting so fast
I keep running out of breath at the thought of you
Then there is the flikering in my stomach.
For the first time in my life I feel out of control
The smile painted on my face is not of my own free will
I do not know how i got here.
this feeling sends shivers all the way down my spine.
I have dreams of you,your hands,your lips
they feel so real,you feel so real
so close i can taste you,I can feel your breath, the heat from your body
then I wake up out of breath and sweaty
Its you
You have done this
I keep coming back to you in my head
I read your letters over and over, I replay our conversetions
What have you done to me
I want to put all this down in a letter for you
so you can come back to it.
Its YOU.


    lou.