Fill That Empty Space.

its been a while..
a couple weeks
so right now I feel
filled to the top with emotions
its scary sometimes, how these words
fill me up, make me smile, laugh, and even cry..
yet they make me who I am, they change and go from one extreme to the next
I can be brave, and still be cowardice in the end..
yet, I can be beautiful covered in invisible mud
selling my words for nothing, just so they could be heard..

so if I let these words go unspoken
its like being locked inside a prison
unable to break free, unable to even see
it breaks me into a million pieces
makes me feel alone, makes me feel less than
inferior.. closed off from everyone, and everything.

but here I am,
and I am free as a bird in the grand canyon
flying above great holes in the earth
vast amounts of unfilled space
just waiting to be filled with something, great..

here I am,
loving all sides of me
the good the bad, and the ugly..
facing facts that I never thought I could
dreaming dreams that I never thought I would
loving life just the way it is, with cracks, broken pieces
and we fall to our knees wondering why, and ooh god please..

but this is our chance to really notice
and see, be the beauty that lives inside of you...
use those words to fill that empty space
make something of it, its not something
that should ever be erased.

So fill that empty space,
with something great..