Your face is perfect porcelain
frozen in wonderful happy world smiles
but behind all of it your life fallen to pieces
and the only thing keeping your tears from showing
is the excess of glitter around your eyes
and just maybe
that slip of red by your mouth
isn't just careless lipstick
maybe it's blood and your dying
from the inside out
So just take the easy way
it's going to be the hardest choice
but after all it can't hurt worse than
80 hours in the salon chair bleaching your red hair blonde?
take the pills drop the bottle cut your wrists.
take the pills drop your bottle cut your wrists
and your mother never explained
that it would be okay if you didn't miss a meal
and you didn't stick your fingers up your throat
and you didn't hate yourself
because she was to drunk on five cent wine
and and and and
you'll never be pretty enough
not even very close
because your nose is too small
and your chin is too square
SosoSosoSo
take the easy way out
slit your wrists
with the broken glass
oooh hunny it's just suicide
And are you sure the Vaseline on your teeth
isn't just burnt rubber
and are you sure that
your fake eyelashes haven't turned to spiders?
just think about all the hours all the days
was the pretty tabloid smile just a
skulls empty grin
watch out your teeth aren't real
and their gonna come to life
and it you from the inside out
Every time
every day
you covered a freckle
imagine it growing
consuming your body in it's burning PAIN
slash my wrists and hope to fly
here we go stick a needle up your face
push the syringe and perfect results
Oh fuckdamn is that a vein
NONONONONO It's a wrinkle here to kill your mum
The oneoneone
passed out on the floor
with a bottle of cheap wine
and the needle still in her arm
are you sure your not insane, let me check your temperature
I think we've gotten here a brief case of schizophrenia
with a dash of hypothermia
some one get the police
and scream for the pterodactyl ambulance
where going to need a hearse
quit screaming
you'll wake the beautiful children
are you sure you weren't just dreaming
dreaming about your perfect
doll pageant past
kill the dream and rip off the eyes
are you sure your foundation smooth face
is porcelain
just cheap plastic
and the sweat from the stage lights
aren't just the flames of hell?
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