"Senseless Diary" (6 Jul 2008)

"Senseless Diary" (6 Jul 2008)

Visions Of Love Grace The Day
But These Tears Wash Them Away
Staring Deep Into Those Cold Eyes
How Much I love You So
The Things You Would Say
The Places We Would Go
Alone Just Me And You
Under The Nights Stars
The Laughs And The Kisses
Together It Was All Ours
Reality Creeps Backs In
So Eerie The Scent
Conscious fading back
My Fingers Run Through Your Hair.
Your Head Lay Motionless In My Lap.
The Smothered Smell Of Perfume
Your Body In The Other Room
This Premeditated Crime
Planned Out Right
Chlorophorme On The Stand
Cap On Tight
Your Blood Cease To Move
Before Your Head Was Removed
He Left In The Sink
The Hard Stainless Steel
Scrub The DNA
From Beneath Your Finger Nail
Body Left Tattered And Torn
Long Before I Could Have Stopped
This Crime From Being Born
Why You, Why My Love
Your Skin Flapped Open
Exposing Arteries And Organs
Slashed Again And Again
Multiple Stab Wounds
Hands Bound With Twine And Wire
Oh The Way You'd Touch Me With Those Fingers
So Soft, But Now Dismembered
What Was His Reason
Left No Cryptic Message
It All Came Too Sudden
Couldn’t Assume The Presage
His Exact Method Uncertain
No Specific Motives
Touched By Those Lips
A Thousand Times Over
Fade Life Of Its Color
Not One Kiss, Ever More
Oh The Hate Within Me
Dilutes Love For My Lover
With That Same Hate
Increases For My Murderer
Oh God No, Not You My Dear
Why, Why, Why?
This Killer Took You Away From Me
He Is....

...He Is Inside Of Me

Justin Michael Milani