I Remember It
I Remember You
I Remember Us
You had us come up the dark stairs, away from everybody
your family still doesn't know shit.
Into an empty room. You told us to sit down.
Me and my bestfriend. And one of your friends.
(You made me sit on your lap. Remember?)
After a minute you put on really loud music
(So nobody could hear what was going on, I think.)
Louder than they keep it in the Abercrombie stores.
It was rap music, one of my least favorite types.
I felt the bass against my body. The vibrating against my chest.
You got up. Motioned for me to come with you
[You know, that gesture with the one finger motioning, beckoning to come closer.]
I followed you. I now realize it was stupid of me.
You made me get undressed
Made inappropriote comments
(Where'd you get THOSE from? Remember when you said that to me?)
And when you finally saw what I looked like naked
Which you were waiting to see, wondering,
You turned off all the lights.
It was pitch fucking black and I couldn't see anything.
Is that how you like it!?!
I threw up eventally
and you got mad and told me I couldn't take a dick the right way.
i wanted to cry. i just wanted to make you happy.
THAT WAS WHY I DID IT. FOR YOU.
I didn't want to do it, but you wanted me to
When a 12 year old girl likes a 15 year old boy she lets him take advantage of her
i thought it'd make you pleased with me.
...Your opinion meant so much to me.
Why couldn't it just be enough?
Author notes
:'(
Whatcha think?
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i share your story the same thing happend to me at 12 its great u can wright about it so deeply and honestly im now 18 and run a suport group for girls who have been threw this and worse i applaud you for being able to tell the world your story
xoxo
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wow is this true? that is gross. Good write though very powerful and painful.
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Yes it's true
It happened two months ago
I know it's gross, it's unfortuanate
Thanks for your comment and applause!
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yuk!!! this is exactly why girls need to get thier stories out there...there are so many young girls who are taken advantage of every day...my daughter is 12 and I hope this never happens to her...peace and light , kp
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True, I hope every girl can avoid this as much as possible
I never thought it would happen to me either and that's why I hope other girls will know how to say no to things they don't want to do
Thank you for your comment and applause, I appreciate it!
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uhh..so sad..but its nice.
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it makes me want to cry but at the same time i can totaly relate
it very deep and very personal and usually very hard to share but uve written it very nicely to where even ppl who have not been through this can understand
ur a great poet and this is an amazing write
keep it up
-kales
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Thank you so much, i'm glad you liked it :]
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great work!
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Thanks =]
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This is very good and kinda deep. He was purely mean. You shouldn't of went there. Thank you for sharing.
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Thank you, i'm really flattered you think it's good
Yes, he is purely mean and I hope he learns his lesson one day or another
Thanks for the comment, I appreciate it!
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wow this was very deep. Thsi happens to so many people and it's heartbreaking. This happened to one of my friends and she has never been the same since. I don't know if she will ever be the same.
You figure that if you do what they want they will like you more. But then you just end up being another notch on their belt.
Anyways I didn't mean to get carried away but I think this is a very good poem. Written very nicely.
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Thank you so much =]
Yes everything you said was exactly right. just another notch on their belt.
Thanks for commenting, i'm glad you liked it
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