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I wont let him win

Since I was born he had it planned; the sexual abuse, the movies, lies, etc...and now I struggle just to defeat the damages done and at times; I feel I wont make it...

Hypnotized, drugged, and messed up by the one I thought to believe would never hurt me..and one day he decides to tell me at age 27 EVERYTHING....why?!

When I was little I erased or hid away the truth and at 27 I cant...what do I do?  Can anyone else help me?

Thank you all for being here and hearing my storiy....

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  • blueyez
    June 26

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    He didn't tell you for you he did it to rid himself of the guilt he has felt for so many years. So in the end the only thing he's done that seemed he was doin it for you was really for him. I'm sorry that you had to go through all of this and I hope you can heal. Just know that it isn't your fault!


  • ckwriter69
    May 11

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    All I can say is that he must have stupidly thought it was best to tell you, maybe he's feeling some kind of remorse about what he did, but you need to keep strong and rise above him. He'll be the loser in the end for what he did. Sometimes it's helpful to talk to other people that have been through similar things as you have to build strenghth, knowledge and support. Hang in there girl and keep writing.


    • jusaliltrubl
      June 26
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      bless your heart.....

      Thanks again hun; you've always been a great reader of mine nd means the world hun....How r you?


    • jusaliltrubl
      June 25
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      a lil thanks.....

      for every comment.....


  • dreamingofheaven
    May 11

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    hmm..

    Thats the thing with abuser's there to damm ignorant to admit it sometimes, Maybe he felt guilty so he told you......It's hard to deal with so be as strong as you can be...you've made it this far.


  • Syko Path
    May 8
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    awwwwww i loved it!!!!


  • spideracer gold member
    May 8
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    Do wrong unto others, it comes back at a million miles an hour. Yes karma is a bitch, for it waits and strikes when the wrongdoer least suspects it. Thank you for the comment and add, your poem is sad, and I felt the pain coming through in your words. It could do with some work, still but a good effect. Thanks for sharing.

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