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When I think about him
I don't know what to say
I'm filled with anger and pain
I didn't deserve this
I just wish he had felt the same
He broke my heart
Everytime I think about him
I start to cry
No one understands
He's my baby's daddy
He wouldn't even care if I died
All summer I cried
I threw away all the old stuff he baught me
And half my c.ds that remind me of him
In my head I think to myself "Did he win?"
By hurting me?
Did it make him feel good to see me cry?
To hear me beg him to tell me that he loves me?
For me to tell him that Yes we were meant to be?
I thought I wasn't enough
But now I know he's just a boy
He thinks of girls as toys
And doesn't get it
I found someone that loves me
And will never hurt me like that
Who's skinny
And not afraid to act like a dad
Who helps me with the baby
And understands
As I throw out me and my ex's last memories
I know nothings wrong with me, it's just him.
If he can't admit he has a kid
Then he's nothing at all
I won't even answer the phone if he calls.
I have nothing to say to him
I think In the end I was the one to win
I have a awesome kid