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Unwanted

I thought I was getting better-
And suddenly pain explodes over my life
Worse than a nuclear bomb to me

I can't trace the source of all this pain.
It's just there, just for me to endure.
Do I deserve this?
Have I angered Him?
What did I do to deserve this?

Is this normal?
Is this punishment?
Why do I suddenly want to die!
Is it his fault?
Is it your fault?
I just want to end my life!

I could have sworn I was better-
I was laughing, smiling, eating again.
Now I just don't-
And if I do it's duress, false, and stress.

What have I done to myself?
These scars, I fear, will never heal.
What have I done to deserve this?
Why am I so unhappy, rejected, unwanted.
Isolated.
Desolated.
Cast out, labled as a freak.
What have I done?


Author notes

I thought I was happy. I was wrong.

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  • Antebellum
    May 7

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    Is this normal?
    Is this punishment?
    Why do I suddenly want to die!
    Is it his fault?
    Is it your fault?
    I just want to end my life!


    I really like the questioning in this...and how your A.n fits along with the rest of the poem.
    amazing write.


    • SuicidalCreamPie
      May 7
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      why thank you. Im just a bit upset--my depresion was lifting but had caught up with me again. 'tis saddening.