It's not easy to forgive, but I have come to the realization that the burning torch of my anger accomplished its mission. It motivated me out of nearly losing myself in a dark shadowy chasm of loss and self-hatred. It moved me into self discovery and a loving circle of close friends. I realize that forgiving and accepting the past as just that, the past, is an essential stage of tending to my feminine soul. I have loved and lost many, the lastest loss being the most tragic to me, because I opened myself heart and soul to a really great person who got scared and pushed me away. I guess in reality I have to admit I pushed him away too. I have lived with some form of fear all of my life. It's time for me to push fear aside instead of the many wonderful people in my life, for I cannot stand to lose one more person in my life, unfortunately we come to these realizations too late, well maybe not but if it is then that is tragic.
For that special friend, and you know who you are, you will always be my soulfriend. We both made mistakes and for my part I am truly sorry. I hope you find your one true love and soulmate, twin flame and confidant. The truest of men don't need to be surrounded by many beautiful women, just have the love of one truly unique and special lady, one that is only about him and no other, to make him feel like he is truly a king. I hope you find your queen someday my wonderful friend. Thank you for touching a special place in my heart, deeper than anyone has ever touched and for renewing my love for life and passion for poetry, I owe you a huge thanks. I hope I will never leave your heart, for you will never leave mine. Good night Dear Friend!
Love always, your little penguin!
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