It's funny how so many feelings
unravel with a gun barrel,
one, two, three.
and you're spilling all over,
your whole life is soon for show
on the floor, and you're still bleeding some.
This isn't murder, this isn't even fatal,
for now anyway. It's like a birthday
cake make a wish scenario,
where your wish is granted,
right there, instantly, real.
Do you wish for salvation?
In no time at all you see things differently,
casual things you wouldn't notice normaly,
now have that glow, that definite, finite glow.
and you're happy, your body feels numb,
heavy, it's just like falling asleep.
Don't you want to dream again?
What's happening is your body is in shock,
loss of blood makes you light-headed,
it's like being on top of a huge building,
and it's a dazzling view, like flying,
like cold...it's like the last smile.
so what feeling will you let go last?
