deafening silence.

please baby,
say something... anything!
(i can't take another moment of this silence)
i can tell by the *lightening* in your eyes
that you're ready to end this.
[countdown to meltdown in 3...2...]

you healed me;
taking my hand when i was
        *hanging*     
over the edge of the highest cliff.
(now, you're the one pushing me)
if i could go back in time
&& take back all the [sinful] things i said,
i swear to you, i would.
(in a motherfucking ♥beat)

you saved me;
stitching my wrists when i was
      *dangerously close*
to the end of everything i knew.
(now, you're the one ripping them out)
if i could go back in time
&& avoid [ever] meeting you in the first place,
i swear to you, i would.
(without a second fucking thought)

you murdered me;
hacking my ♥ to p-p-pieces when i was
        *lingering*
on the corner of 'Damnation' and 'Salvation' Avenue.
(now, you're the one who can't decide)
if i could go back in time
&& save your [acidic] soul from the man you sold it to,
i swear to you, i would[not].
{without a hint of fucking hesitation}