My thoughts are paralithic
Driving me insane
I want someone to beat me
Hurt me
Because I know that I deserve the PAIN
I feel that if I'm beaten
Then I'll find that dark corner faster
Encircling my emotions
And encasing them in plaster
So that I will not have my high roller coaster of life
I want to feel the slam of a fist
Bruising my skin
I want to feel the kick
Making me withdraw from the world
I want to be able to not feel a thing
Emotionally
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Ya i feel psychotic, but whatever...and i thought paralithic sounded really good where i put it..but it's not a word, so ya cool i guess
What did you think
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i was wondering what papralathitic ment... gla di didn't look it up id look like an idiot to myself... anyway... i like the write, a bit overly slefinflicting for my taste... but i get what you mean by not wnating to feel emotionally, i know that it hurts, but it makes you stronger in the end!!!
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Thanks...and I agree...sometimes I just get self inflicting moments...and my poems just over do it..
thanks for the comment
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