immense pain

i'm breaking out but not the way i wanted to.
i'm breaking out but it's killing me inside
shattered with pain but nothing to take it out on
shattered with pain but not understood by anyone

i can't stand the way they treat you when your home
i can't stand to see them do what they do to you
it tears me to no end, i just fall to the ground and wish that i just died
it tears me to no end, but i don't know what to do.

knowing that i can't do anything limits my emotions and feelings
kinowing that i can't reach out and destroy whats hurting what i love
broken inside because i've got nothing to do besides cry
broken inside because, you won't let me protect you

i'm scared and filled all this immense pain that i don't need
i'm scared that i might lose you to your ways of leaving life
i can't stand to be alone anymore i can't take the pain of the lonely heart
i can't stand to see you in this much pain.

i know you wanna explode but you fear the outcome
i know you wanna get out but you don't know a way to get out
i've offered what i have to give but your scared to take my hand
i've offered a better life and no more pain within you, but your scared to hold me close

the tears and pain i see when your torn because of your parents
i just wish that i could take a    in gun and blow them away but you won't let me
i want to take the main cause of your pain but i'm scared
i want to free you but without causing more pain and fear to you

i just wish that there was another way that i could ensure your safety
i can't take it anymore this pain is too much, i want to die but you wont' let me
you say you want to end your life but i won't let you leave me.
this pain you show it's getting to me and it's making me wanna join you with death.

it seems that my friends made me a    in ghost
like i'm not even    ing there anymore, they've completely shut me out
they ignore me like i don't    ing exist it hurts me to no end
to know that my friends seeming like they just disowned me like a    in homeless guy

i just want things to be normal i just want to rid this pain from us forever
i can't really shed anymore tears because i've let them all out because of the past
I JUST WANT IT ALL TO GO BACK TO NORMAL.