blood on your hand's

Still breathing in time
with the racing of a raging heart
trying to breath past this bubble
lodged deep in my throat
formed of pent up anger
and just a touch of misery

Blood sliding down glass
fog building up on tiles
as i rest my head against them
and i'm still mad at you
with the word's you spoke
{and i trusted}
floating around in my head
even as i'm bleeding out

You swore you loved me
while i was in your arm's
{and your bed}
but as soon as lust's corner was past
you left me bawling on the floor
begging agaisnt my own mind
that this could not be true
to be used, till i'm all used up
this is what you gave to me

So this is your fault
and everyone will know the truth
of what you took from me
my innocence
and now my life
i know what you are
and now the world will know
beacause iv'e written it out on the floor
in the blood you forced me to shedd

Barbed wire curved around my heart

as you walked away from me

as i knew at once

exactly what i had to do

no tear's or fear's

just calm acceptance

with a key i lock myself away

with a shard of broken heart i slit

open the rising vein,

my angers a torniquet

you used me up

and gave nothing back

ripped me apart

and threw me to the floor

i hate you

Think of me

when your in pain

speak of me

when they ask you what went wrong

dream of me

after your best days

blame me

when everything's going wrong

remember me

when it rain's in the middle of the day

curse me

when love walk's away

hate me

when you die alone

My death is on your hand's
  enjoy it...................