Someone said stupid people doesn't care of what they had,
until they lost it then they will turn their head to it,
But it would be already too late to keep it.
As same as myself, I am one of those people,
who can't keep a nice guy like him with me,
who torn his heart into pieces,
who sad and regret in what I had done.
and these questions are left with me forever;
what if I cared about him a bit more?
what if my pride wasn't up that high?
what if my stubborn wasn't that much?
and what if I begged him to stay or asked for another chance?
I admit I was wrong to think that our loves will never break,
I admit I was stupid to treat him so careless
and had no idea if he was hurted by my stubbornness.
until that day he came to me,
and said it's over, he couldn't take it any longer.
he said he loved me but he can't stay with me,
cause maybe he wasn't a guy whose could make me happier.
even though he loved me so bad
but it was time to make it stop.
For me who didn't seem to love him at all,
for me who didn't care in whatever he had done to me,
for me who didn't notice his love was precious.
and for both of us
as it maybe a good choice to walk in a straight lines
without one another,
without hopefully that the lines would ever meet again.
My tears dropped into my two cheeks after he spoke,
as I related I couldn't roll back the time
and undone what I had done with him in these past 3 years.
I can't keep him now, and there is nomore life from now on with him.
I know now I was stupid, I threw away a treasure by my two hands
and now there is no second chance left for me.
Life is real and there isn't the same like what the fairytale tells,
It isn't always happy ending at the end like the bedtime stories my mom had read me when I was five.
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