So alone since you left
Not missing you though
Miss being able to hold someone
Let see where I can go this flow
Still fight those feelings
Depression and lonliness
Even sitting in a crowd
Feeling so lifeless
Just a young man
Gotta live for God
Knowing that He is there
But still feeling like a blob
So hard to control myself
Getting frustrated
Fists slamming
So dead inside
This demon won’t leave me
Loneliness haunts me
I guess that what it is bruh
I will be alone till I die
Trying to express pain
My heart still breaking
Feel so out of place
Nights where I’m still crying
Will I find the one?
Who will protect my heart
Who will laugh with me
Where should I start?
Feel like life’s playing me
I’m bout to go mad
No where to run
Back against the corner
Placed in the fetal position
Scared to death to be isolated
So hard to keep my head up
Need to breath, being suffocated
Don’t want my heart to darken
My past is calling
Don’t want to be pushed
Don’t want to be falling
Look at my heart
I regret the time I waste
Living the way I did
Now my past I must face
Losing my sanity
Head banging against the wall
Don’t want to go back to my addiction
Entangled in barbwire
Now I must escape through a crawl
Author notes
Songs that inspired me: Eyes of a G by G-notes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sln85ZCuq9Q&feature=related Eyes of a G
A contest entry
- Give Me A Reason by spiritraven.
700 points, ended May 19, 40 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
What did you think
Comments
1 - 6 of 6
-
speechless...
-
that was good i could even picture it =)
-
What a picture that you paint here, Kelvin...
This is simply one of your best! I will say that
I feel the emotion and it is very heavy. I do like this one a lot!
-
Insightful
Very good. Words flow without losing steam. Paints a really good picture.
Good luck in my contest
-
Great picture! Is the addiction fact or fiction? I like the passion to rage on is overwhelming in the poem. The last line conveys this message. pen on poet!
-
-
It is fact...yeah...don't want to go back. So I run to God for strength!!! And thank you for the comment and for liking my poem!!!
-
Adding your comment:
1 - 6 of 6
