fuck off she said
cause your a liar and a manipulative bitch
you did the same things he did
she said
and its the truth plain and simple
yet i am still the asshole
fucking up my own life
yet she still thinks i'm lying
even when i'm apologizing
she used to be my friend
and now is giving me the cold hard truth
even though i don't want to except it
it's been pointed out to me before
"you can't respect anyone, because you dont respect yourself"
he said
and she said
you don't care about anyone but yourself
which is the same thing
she doesn't believe me
and why should she?
i ruined her life
why should she trust me?
she says i'm trying to make her feel bad
even though she's proving a point
i'm a shitty ass person
and i fucked up my life
by fucking up everyone else's
i thought i had changed
but i didn't
i just hid my true self in pot and alcohol
trying to drown it all away
now there's no way to hide it
its turned its ugly head
saying "i'm back bitch!
and here to fuck up your life some more"
i'll try to forget it
say it was long ago
but its still here
hiding...deep inside
she told me fuck off
don't talk to me again
who can blame her?
i wouldn't talk to me either
it's like i was the tarah of gloucester
and her, i can't see myself as
but whether i like it or not
i was her,
calling people names
cheating and lying
i know i need to change i said
and i think that i can do it
HAH! she said
just fuck off
and don't talk to me again
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well thats just great that u are standing up for yourself, but uhm standing up for urself with what. arnt you the one who is tearing people down...so dont they need to stick up for themselves towards you? which is what phil did, phil finally stood up for himself as well. and no people in this town dont forgive and forget we all hold grudges which is why people shouldnt mess with any of us. and since u dont consider yourself one of us anymore, then you obv. shouldnt mess with us (phil, mickey, me.) b.c like you im a bitch. yeah im pretty nice, but ive got a BADDDDDD temper. lol. and so i dont appriciate you being so curt with me on this earlier relpy. you could have straightened out what i knew nicely with some class. but i forgot you dont have any of that. And as you said that you arnt talking to people from gloucester anymore, well then i guess its good that phil stopped being friends with you [plus he is part of your past which you said you "forget"]. maybe it will help end this conflict and u can go on and live your life. i hate getting in the middle but honestly i was confused and i thot u were tellig micaela to fuck off. so please next time maybe learn some manners and be nicer about it, b.c then the other person will be nicer as well. im sorry that things have ended this way, but you chose this way of life a long time ago. have a good time in NH.
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maybe i don't know how to handle things with class since no one here has any, and it's just now that this is occuring, i used to just let it go but i was tired of that. so thats y i became so bitchy, i tried to be nice, but that just didn't cut it.
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well you dont need to be so bitchy to ppl who just needed something cleared up. it will get you into a lot of shit later on, if you pounce at the lil things.
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there are a lot of spelling errors here; for example it's "you're" not your, and "accept it" not "except it."
aside from that, it's interesting to hear this point of view, it's so rarely expressed in such an open way. v. courageous of you. myself, it takes a lot for me to say "fuck off" to a friend. was what you did really that bad? hypothetical question. but there comes a time in every friendship when someone has to ask themselves if it is worth it anymore. sad but true.
i can empathize with not being believed. i am no liar, and yet a few of my closest friends have turned on me, and believed that i told them awful lies. it's one of the worst feelings ever. and once somebody has their mind made up, it's nearly impossible to convince them otherwise. people believe what they want to believe... -
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but if someone was upset from your actions you can't turn on them and say fuck off. Becasue you caused it in the first place. Like you can't do something bad, have someone be upset, then turn on them and make them feel worse which in turn will make u feel worse. So maybe it is time for you to just let it all go. So maybe in a way im trying to say...get of yourself? But of course i'd like to be able to say it nicer...but when u tell my best friend to fuck off, i cant really be too nice
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megan, she was the one that told me to fuck off, and i did. just setting things straight for you. i'm agreeing with her in this ok, it has nothing to do with dissing her in any way. and i have let it go, because i don't really talk to a lot of people in gloucester anymore. and this is exactly why, i just don't care about somewhere i used to love, i'm a person that likes to live in the present and forgive and forget the past. unfortunetly a lot of people where you live can't do that. and i'm not afraid to be saying this like a total bitch because i'm sick and tired of not standing up for myself. i did it with phil when he didn't want to be friends with me anymore because i got my 2 cents in and now i've forgotten him as well. i'm just pointing this out to you.
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liz are you kidding, everything you do now is because you can't forget about the past and cant forgive yourself for it, so dont act like you're all high in mighty because you're not, you're the worst of anyone.......... and i dont blame the people that dont want to be your friends anymore
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