notice

i'm sitting here
with bated breath
hoping you'll notice me
i keep how i really feel hidden deep inside me
so afraid you'll shoot me down
you are the one i see myself with
lying in bed all night
holding, kissing, laughing.
snuggling all night
staring into your eyes is all i wanna do
i don't know how to say it
the feeling is true.
i stare at you
from across the room
and quickly look down when you notice me.
my heart races,
my face flushes
i wanna hold you forever
i wanna stare into your eyes forever
i want to stand tall next to you and laugh
i want you to notice how much i really care
how much i really know what you're going through.
how much i want to know about you
how much that i actually notice you.
there are so many feelings and words that i have wanting to explode outta me!
someday i want to say to you how i really feel.
someday i want to say it straight to your face.
i want to grab it and kiss you
i want you to know you never have to be alone.
one day or night, it doesn't matter
i wish to sit there and tell each other all there is to know.
i want to say this
you have to knowyou need to notice this
i love you...
it brings tears to my eyes because i cannot say it to your face.
please... just notice it once...